Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Conflicting

I want beauty
but I see pain.

I want goodness
but I see dark.

I want freedom
but I see anxieties.

I want meaning
but I see fake.

I want truth
but I see lies.

I want fairness
but I see cheap.

I want relaxed
but I see worries.

I want keepers
but I see ditches.

I want alone
but I see people.

I want happiness
but I am overwhelmed with sadness.

3 comments:

Gwen said...

Praying for you Jules! Love you!

Mike and Joni said...

Julie - i love you more than words can say.

Anonymous said...

love you julie. I am thinking and praying for you even in this moment. I just read your mom's blog and she mentioned you're heading to Europe soon!

Regina